So, this has been one of the best weekends of my life. I got a lot of healthy talking relationship building stuff done, we went out to eat Friday night...went to appbee's...first time she had ever been there...I've always liked it there. It was nice to finally go back "out" with her again...seems like we haven't done anything nice like that or like anything for the longest time and I'm doing my best to make up for it. Maybe I will suceed this time. I managed to squeez in the time to cook her a meal (by that I meen thats what I wanted to do and we had all the time in the world...cause thats is just how things work for me these days and I'm not complaining, and we ate the last half by candle light because I'm a dork and I forgot for the 1st half...it was storming which was a real pisser for me, but she likes it so, woot. Anyway, nobody was home, which was great...so we got to spend an evening in candlelight just together....I'm still smileing. She is the best. Anyway, things are always looking up, getting kinda worried my mother and father aren't home yet and its nearing 12 and they were supposed to be home much earier and with all the bad weather and slippery roads (and my father's truck haveing the worst treads on his tires ever [they have needed changeing for about 3 months now] I'm worried). Oh well I'm pretty sure they can handle themselves. I love you Amy. Best wishes to everyone!

I'm so very lucky!